I wear a smile, so plain to see,
So you will not see, what is really torchering me.
A proud, tall grin, across my lovely face,
When inside my heart, just struck a strong, foreful mace.
Confused, hurt, lost all the same,
Help me get through this, endless, torchering game.
Someone to talk to, someone to care,
Is there someone out there like that, someone, somewhere?
At times I feel alone, and I want to just cry,
But I wear my smile, day by day and pass it by.
I find it easiest to let it pass by,
Sometimes I wish I could let the feelings soar free, just fly.
I know they are there, right in front of me,
Sometimes I wish to just scream, let me be.
My heart is aching, I wish not to feel the pain,
I scream to it again, I scream in vain.
I let the words pour, from my fingers, they flee,
I let my emotions flood out, flood to thee.
Finally someone to listen to me at last,
Someone to hear me, and it becomes my past.
dedicated to: My Sweet Cheeks